2016-02-21
2016-02-19
Time Doesn’t Exist---Part 2 …Feelings Re-Enjoyed
Today after waking up in the morning and taking tea I made a phone call to my “That Friend”. Now-a –days he lives in a town which is at 35 Km distance from my town. I told him and ---
In evening, exactly at 6:20pm he was waiting for me in “That Place” with his cycle. I started my journey at 6 pm, I went there by my cycle, my 17 years old cycle. Many people has come and left my life. But my cycle has not left me nor have I left my cycle. After meeting my friend, we both started cycling and reached “That Restaurant”, we bought one egg roll and divided it into two halves and started to eat. We were walking and eating, cycle was in the right hand and the egg roll in left hand. After finishing the egg roll we again started cycling and reached our Chemistry Sir’s house, I had some questions of chemistry whose answers to be taken. We sat in the drawing room of Sir’s house; he came after a while and solved my questions. It took nearly one hour. During coming back we visited “That Big tree”, we sat there and spent nearly one hour talking with each other and gradually we started arguing with each other.
We came back home nearly at 9 pm.
I know you guys are thinking that why I am sharing this incident????
Because again today, I made a race against time and again have defeated time…
Yes, this the incident which used to happen when I was in class XII standard(long years ago), those days while going for chemistry tuition my friend used to wait for me in “That Place” where today he was waiting. After meeting him we used to visit “That Restaurant” which we had visited today, this is the first restaurant built in our town when we were in class XII standard, that’s why those days we had huge interest to taste the restaurant foods, those days our financial condition was not good that’s why we used to buy one egg roll and shared with each other. Today we have made it again. It’s “That Chemistry Sir” who faced lots of objections from his neighbors when we used to go for tuition to him, because we had the habit to disturb his neighbors. Sir still says “I can never forget both of you, I have never got a student like you, you both were very daring“.
Our other friends rarely involved with us, rather we continued creating disturbance but our other friends did not get much interest after some day. We used to spend some time under “That Big Tree” while returning from tuition, we used to discuss on different topics, me and my friend both don’t have the nature to make gossips about others, that’s why he is still my favorite. Generally our discussion transfers automatically to argument, it happens whenever we meet, today it happened the same.
Today I and my friend have lived those wonderful moments again. It doesn’t mean that we have not moved on in life, I must inform that my friend is a School teacher now. Getting my phone call he came in this town with his bike and stayed in a relative’s house.
“Moving on” doesn’t mean that we will avoid our lovely times that we spent once and still we cherish those moments and we regret for not having those moments. To make excuse is easy; to show problems is easy and above all egos which stops us to live those moments. “Busy”? What busy? Who is not busy in this world? From a beggar to a millionaire, everyone is busy, everyone has to struggle for existence, and to exist is not a big thing, how much you lived is all that matters. In the race of life we forget to feel, to live, whatever we do, we do for the sake of the race.
Daurna toh sabhi ko hai
kabhie ruk ke jee bharkar saans le liya karo.
Friends, you also try to live those moments which are very close to your heart. Forget about your age, your designations, your salary and don’t feel ashamed for such crazy work, may be its crazy but it will give you enormous pleasure and peace. I know you all wish if you could live those moments again. So feel it, do it, enjoy it, live it and you will see that IT’S ALL… YOUR TIME.
N.B. ---Today we again have disturbed some neighbors of Sir.
To Read Part---1, click the Link
http://www.jyotirmoysarkar.blogspot.in/2016/02/time-doesnt-exist-part-1.html
To be continued…
2016-02-16
Suggestion Through Shayri
Yesterday I was talking with my sister after a long gap; we were talking in Whatsapp chat. She asked about my condition and gradually came the topic of my love and again she suggested me to try to forget “Her”. She cracked a light joke on “Her”, and from then this conversation happened---
Me: Sach hai ke
Who mere saath nehi.
Lekin koi uska mazak udaye
Yeh aaj bhi mujhe gawara nehi.
Sis: Mazak agar bana pata tu…
Ke galti se jisko bulata hai tu pyaar
Toh aaj tu tanha na hota
Tujhe milti ladki sachche dildaar.
Me : Bhulaya toh…
Naafratein jate hai.
Bhulane ke liye pyaar karna toh
Farebo ka aada hai.
Sis: Haar ek boond bearish nehi hoti
Har ek patthar hira nehi hota
Har ek ehsaas pyaar nehi hota.
Me: Jo ehsaas dil me baarso tak rahe
Na jaane use log kya kahete hai
Jiski yaad
Har lamha har pal aaye
Naa jane use log kya kahte hai
Jinke liye saari zindagi
intezaar karne ki dil kare
Na jaane ise log kya kahete hai...
Suna hai kuchh log ise pyaar kahete hai
Par Hum toh ise humari
Zindagi kahete hai.
Please don’t think that my Sister is criticizing my love, actually my sister knows very well that it’s impossible that I will get back “Her” again in this birth, that’s why only one suggestion left for me is “Try to forget her”. I also know the truth, but what can I do? ---
Bar bar mohabbat karne ki aadat toh nehi
Phir bhi na jane kyun mujhe
Bar bar mohabbat hota hai
Sirf unhi se.
2016-02-14
Cursed valentine---Last Part
Waiting Continued…
The boy came out from the temple, he was sad and upset. He waited for 30 minutes in the temple, he knew full well that the girl will not come but still he expected. After coming out from the temple he started to walk, his steps were very tired. More than 11 years he has completed waiting for her. He walked for 20 minutes and then started cycling; leaving the town he entered in a jungle. I started following him when he started his journey from his home, at 5: 15 pm he started his journey and reached temple nearly at 5:30 pm, yes this is the time when he met her in their last valentine Day, more than 11 years ago. After entering the jungle he sat under a tree in that jungle, he was crying, was crying a lot. For more than one hour he cried and came back home. Nearly at 9 pm I went to meet him in his home, he was listening the song---“Tum bin Jiya jaye kaise, kaise jiya jaye tum bin” it’s from the Bollywood movie “Tum Bin”
When I entered he stopped the song, I asked
---did she come?
He answered ---no.
I suggested---you should stop waiting for her. She will never come back.
He said a peculiar sentence---so you want that I should not be alive.
I asked---so, you will wait for her forever?
He replied angrily and firmly---yes I will.
After hearing it I did not carry on talk with him, said a good bye and left.
While I was coming out from his home only one song was humming in my mind, it was written by R. N. Tagore---
“sokhi bhalobasa kare koi
Se ki keboli jatonamoy?”
Translated--- (Friend, what is called love? Is it only full of pain or sufferings?)
They loved each other a lot, but---time and situation made them apart.
I hope you guys will pray for this worst fated lover…
To know from the beginning read “Cursed Valentine” and “cursed Valentine---part 2”
Links are given below
http://www.jyotirmoysarkar.blogspot.in/2016/02/cursed-valentine.html
&
http://www.jyotirmoysarkar.blogspot.in/2016/02/cursed-valentine-part-2.html
Cursed Valentine---Part 2
Yesterday was Saraswati Puja, here it’s celebrated with pomp and grandeur. After worshiping the Goddess I went outside to see the idols of the schools and colleges of my town. Suddenly I met that boy; it was really very surprising to see him because he does not like crowds. I went to him and exclaimed
---you are outside home in this crowd!!!
He answered---ya
---But why?
---When you know the answer then you should not ask the question.
Yes, it’s true that I know the answer, but I wanted to hear it from him. Actually he was searching That Girl. Though he knows very well there is almost no probability to find her.
I tried to avoid him, but he requested me to go with him. We were walking almost silently; his eyes were searching that girl here and there. We visited almost all the schools and colleges and then we returned home. While we were returning he said
---these girls are very lucky.
Here I must say that in the day of Saraswati Puja , girls wear sari in the morning time, it’s a tradition and they dress up with different looks.
I asked---why?
---because she is not here, if she was present then no one would look at these girls, everyone’s eye will look for her for sure.
I remained silent hearing this, what could I say?
Actually i know about his craziness that's why i remained silent.Few days ago, suddenly he came to me and asked a peculiar question
---you have seen her, you have seen other girls also, you have seen their style statements. Am I right?
---Yes you are.
Then he asked
---now if I say that I have never seen any girl who has as much as style statement like her, then will it be wrong?
I was silent. He added
---rather it will not at all be wrong to say that in one side take the summation of style statements of all other girls I have seen till now and in another side keep the style statements of her, I am sure she will defeat all others.
I answered--- you are right.
Girls, please don’t be angry hearing such a statement from him----just try to feel that he is in love and in love, logic doesn’t work.
Today is Valentine’s day, I am eagerly and anxiously waiting for the evening, praying for the boy...
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