After long nine years of her marriage they met
in their common friend’s marriage ceremony, he was continuously trying to avoid
talking with her but after one hour she found out a way to talk to him.
Standing under a tree holding a cup of coffee
he was trying bring back his thoughts from those old days, memories…which has
created a mixed effect in his emotions, now their intensity has increased a
lot.
Seeing him alone in the garden she knocked from
behind…
She: hi, how are you?
His heart was beating fast as it used to beat
those days whenever he used to talk to her or she used to come in his view.
Lots of thoughts were knocking into his mind, lots of questions and a little
ray of hope, his voice almost chocked when he tried to reply, clearing his
voice he replied
…am fine? You?
She replied with a joyous smile
…Fantastic.
Then there was a silence for a minute, she was
looking at him with a smile in her face, confusions were clashing with each
other in his mind, he was unable to decide whether he should ask the question
or not and at the end with the thought that may be later he will not get a
better chance than this to ask her, so finally he asked
…why did you leave me? What was my fault? I
never even can think to betray you.
These words worked as a sparkle of fire in the gun
powder of practicality in her mind, she asked angrily
…can’t you think beyond these? For how many
years you will spend life as a fool? It’s time to grow up, be practical.
…to love someone is “foolish”?
…yes it is, there is nothing called love exist
in this world, these are some foolish feelings nothing more than it.
She stopped for a while and then started with
agitated voice
…do you wanna know the truth? ok, then listen…I
was never been in love with you, yes this is the truth, if you would have
minimum common sense then you could realize easily that there were so many boys
mad for me then why I chosen you, because observing you I realized you are the
most simplest of any other of my admirers and so you are not harmful, those
days of love were nothing but my rehearsal days, yes first of all I had to
experience what love is and simultaneously I had to make myself better to
capture the human mind with my beauty and nature.
He was shocked, her answers made her so much
surprised that he forgot to take the coffee he was holding in his hand, the
glass remained half filled with the coffee and got cold.
She continued
…if I mention those days of quarrels when our
relationship was about to end then the fool people like you will analyze with
full emotion…”oh ho, she still remains those days even after so many years,
that means she has still some feelings left in her heart for me”, now let me
tell you the truth…I remember those days because the quarrels happened for my
fault, yes it was my fault and I have remembered this so that I never make such
mistakes or similar mistakes with my husband.
Taking a short gap she asked
…do you wanna know more?
He replied with a trembling voice
…yes, today I wnanna know the entire truth,
please continue…
She gave an insignificant look to him and
started
…I will ask you a question and answer me the
truth.
He nodded his head and agreed
She asked
…I know you can remember that after five years
of my marriage I wanted to make contact with you through our common friend and
you requested her not to share anything about you with me, now tell me did not
you become happy knowing my concern about you?
…yes, I became happy.
She laughed out and replied]
….that’s the problem with the foolish people
like you, if you would have minimum common sense which I have already told you
then you could make the simple calculation, which is…I felt to make contact
with you then why did not you feel to make contact with me? Do you know the
answer, the psychology behind it?
He remained silent, she started again
…psychological fact is…if a couple was in love
truly then it will not be possible for them to continue their relation as
friends after their break up, I never loved you, you were just an experimental
object to enrich my experience that’s why I did not find any hesitation to make
contact with you on the other hand you loved me whole heartily, your heart and
mind is full with the foolish emotion called “love” that’s why you never felt
to make contact with me and even today you were trying to avoid me. You know
there is nothing called “love” or the “power of love” exists, if love is so
powerful then tell me how so many people can ignore their duties to their
parents and keep them in old age home? we all know that the love of parents are
the most selfless and dedicated love in this world, then tell me why the “power
of love” of the parents can’t resist the child to take their parents to old age
home? Can you?
He remained silent, the thoughts in his mind
creating hammering effect in his brain. She was looking at him with a smiling
face and said in a clam voice
…you know, it’s all about necessity of life, I
wanted a luxurious life with all the pleasures, this is the reason when some
people find their parents as useless then they keep their parents in old age
homes. Look at me…my life is settled totally, I am expecting a child also, six
more months left, a complete and happy family and look at you…you still unable
to throw myself out from your so called “heart” and your future is still uncertain,
one more thing which I wanna inform you is…when my child will grow up I will
make her/him as practical as me and you will teach your child the ethics, moral
values, love and will teach “it’s not good to play with the emotions of others”
and guess what will happen…my child will live a happy and luxurious life and
your child will suffer with so called ‘moral values’ and “relations”, don’t
make such mistake and be practical.
Taking a deep breath and somehow managed to
laugh out loudly she said
…its really right “love is blind” and you have
become totally blind in life otherwise you could understand it very easily that
when my parents were blaming you for trapping me in the name of love then why
did not I took your side, even after that incident I denied to meet you and
never made any contact with you, but still you think I loved you !!!!!!
probably you have made some “foolish emotional calculations” behind my
ignorance. Am I right?
Taking a pause she said
…now I have to go but before this I wanna tell
you something…do you know why the words “cheater’ “playgirl” playboy” exist ?
because there are some people with certain natures who belongs to these
categories but it does not affect the life much if you have intelligence, so
try to be practical.
She left the place and he remained still there…he
was unable to move, felt like paralyzed.